I gave up...ordered pizza... maybe a sad movie to cry it out...or some good comedy IDK
I think my brain is still acclimating to the fact I missed meds for a few days and am getting recalibrated. Dizzy spells and nausea today, headache that isn't quite there but threatening...
Biz is stalled, I can't focus. I was gonna get the office re-worked but just had NO oomph today.
Feeling very low, and it pisses me off because the Solstice is supposed to be a BIG Power Day for manifesting and here I am, manifesting bad thoughts and depression.
ugh...
The only positive I can think of is that a year ago I was still with the abusive ex who tried to kill me, and now I am FREE... so there's that.
I gotta snap out of this funk.
= new reply since forum marked as read
just did a card reading that basically told me this is part of the Balance...positivity AND recognizing our weaknesses and failures... so I AM right on track... just having a cruddy day lol
...the good news is that Solstice energies are open for about 3 days like a Full Moon, so I can wake up tomorrow and grab the bull by the horns 
I've been waiting all week for the weather to cool down this weekend, so I can do more on the house. Going to work on the "office" tomorrow and maybe re-work my living room desk setup as well.
Blessed Solstice! 
I'm glad you're taking it all in stride & planning your attack to get chores done.
Take time to feel gratitude for all the positive changes in your life!
Happy Solstice!
Do you have a friend or family member you can call for support?
It could be a general energy thing where there are many of us in the same funk, it's not just you, it's the energy we all share. It's been attacked relentlessly for a decade and we are all exhausted.
